Intraboloce demon

 I hate to admit this, but I've been going through a dry spell recently in terms of sexual relations. i think i still have the ability to get 'hard', but there's some sort of spectre looming over my junk. I haven't been interested in even oral, much less other types. i'm starting to worry that maybe someone slipped a condom onto me during sex when i wasn't paying attention, and my sexual crystal has been reacting poorly to the rubber. There was one time I remember a few month ago where i was hitting it raw, and i dozed off for a minute, and when i opened my eyes i saw someone stealthily moving around the corners of the room, flitting between walls, almost like a shadow. Retrospectively i assume that it may have been a denizen of the Intraboloce, trying to make me succumb to science and doctorspeak, somehow slithering in between me and my lady friend and rolling down a dirty condom onto my junk. 

Been bothering me, I don't know, I guess I'm feeling a little depressed when I think about it. I don't know if I have depression or not. I'm not really someone who would have that normally, but I think the shadowy figure must have done somethijg, because why else would i be feeling like this. Genuinely it's like ice in my heart when i think about sedx.